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    7/24/2007

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    tomorrow, the result of appeal of my kursus perguruan will come out ..
    very nervous ..
    maybe i will not get the course i wanted for so long..
    it's my fate!!
    anything i wanted will not belong to me or it might be very hard to be achive
    i am really tired and bored...
    in my 17 years old life
    14.5years i used to study in school 
    along the times
    i face with many problems
    and challanges
    nothing i can do...
    for many times
    i felt that i am alone in this world
    and not every people besides us can be trusted
    some of them might betray us
    or they will pretend that they are care about you
    as the opposite things happen...
    world is like this and
    we cannot change this fact
    7/9/2007

    事件

    中六终于都开学了。之前总是很期待这一天的到来,并决定要好好努力,不让自己失望。但是世事难料,原来中六并不如我想象中那般容易。身为理科生,每个星期都得做实验,而且内容较深,再加上我的基础不太好,结果读不到一个月,我就放弃了,并申请调去文科。。这件事对我的打击也很大,因为我真的很想成为一名专业人士。中四开始,我就为我的将来做了打算,兽医,教师及心理医生都是我的志愿。我有申请师训,但却毫无下文,想进学院又担心学费的问题。。顿时觉得世界真的很不公平!!有的人抱着玩玩的心态进去学院度日子,父母亲却得为他们的学费而烦恼;真心想读书的却有很多顾虑。。原来随着年龄的增长,所面对的烦恼也越来越多,我快受不了了!!!解决了学业的问题,还有亲情友情爱情事业家庭。。。唉,真可悲
    7/7/2007

    conflict...

    6th july is a terrible day for me
    on that day,i cannot control my emotion
    n done a terrible thing..
    on that day,
    i felt that everyone is laughing on me
    bcoz of my foolish n childish...
    jz bcoz of him...
    it was the 1st time i cry bcoz of a guy
    i swear i wont do it again..
    i oso 错怪了my  best frend
    n i feel very sorry 4 that
    pls forgive me on my fault...