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8/31/2007 t i m e '''finally August end already
time really past very fast
when i am still a child
nothing for me to worry about
the time in primary school is the most wonderful one
there were many many unforgetable things happened
that i can still remember now
during that time,
i hope i can grow up faster
hope to try another kind of lifestyle
in my mind,
i thought that secondary school 's life have more fun
after i get into form one,
i found that it's not like what i am thinking of
in F1, i also hope time can past faster
as i wish
now i am in F6
i found that time is really precious
everyday past so fast
day after day
now,
i hope that time can slow down
there are many things that i havent done yet
everything are strange for me
hope to have more time to explore it
4 more months,
i am 18 years old already
so fast ..
yesterday
i looked at my photo album
in the photoes
i am still a little girl
a baby...
need others to take care of me feed me,bath me
17 years past like that
sometimes,
i will think that if i am not born to this world
or if i was born earlier
would it make a change?
are everything still the same?
i also dont know....
  = 8/26/2007 WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON ???For almost half year the school opened
i still remember what i had said before the scl open
i promised that i will study hard
mom told me that this is the last chance for me to hv a bright future
deep in my heart,i also agreed to her
however..
i am still myself
the original wai man
no changes on myself
i stand between the devil n angel
one told me to try my best to achive my target
while the another just told me dont push myself too hard n enjoy my life
who should i listen to ?
life is really hard
we have to make the right choices or all our future will damage
i really want to cry loudly
for all my mistakes i had done
now,
it is too late for me to regret
WHAT SHOULD I DO ?
!!!
 8/5/2007 安眠吧！恼人的问题不知道为什么，最近每天都在深思着各种不同的问题
想了很久，我终于都想通了
做人要懂得在适当的时候放下沉重的包袱这样才不会累垮自己从我们懂事以来，我们无时无刻都在面对着各种问题及挑战
从轻微的到严重的
我们都会想尽办法，把它一一解决掉
很可惜的是，不是所有的问题都那么容易被解决
有的东西需要花费很多时间才能找到出路
现在的我
时时刻刻都在被恼人的问题影响着我的情绪
庆幸的是，我终于肯把这些问题紧紧地深锁在大脑的某一个角落
等适当的时候才整理这些纠缠不清的小东西
好让我可怜的脑袋有时间好好的休息
并利用剩余的空间来想些有用的事件
专心学业
用心练琴
长时间被同一样事件困扰着自己
那感觉是很难受的
有时候我会在想
为什么要钻牛角尖
不肯勇敢面对现实
之前的我是多么的愚蠢啊！
为了那么一些问题而搞到自己吃不饱睡不安
连学业也弄得一团糟
现在可好了
得花更长的时间才追得上别人
要后悔也来不及了 8/1/2007 唉！！！真的在我遇料之内，我拿不到属意的师训课程。
上诉成绩出炉那天的一大早 ，我就迫不及待地上网查看结果
谁知教育局的网页出了一点状况，
那一整个早上，我都心神不宁，跟本都不能够专心
到了下午，我也就第一时间开电脑查看，还是不成功
唉，我都快急死了！！
终于，我拨电到教育局查一查成绩。
原本的我满心期待，以为可以一切顺利，到时就可以远离这令我厌倦的生活，重新开始。
谁知道，我却被告知我的名字并没出现在录取名单之内。。
天啊！！怎么可能？我的心情顿时跌至谷底
我真的有点想哭的冲动。。
不知怎么了？
今年的我好像在走霉运
一切东西都在跟我过不去，越想得到的东西渐渐离我远去
我真的很失望！！！
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